some problems not even hot chocolate can solve

[wisdomeagle]

I wonder how long I can coast for. I wonder how long I can walk around feeling numb and going through the motions and raising my hand and thinking and thinking and thinking so I don't have to feel.

I've decided that the purpose of vacation is not to soothe you, but to give you a chance to begin again. And if you get off on the wrong foot, the rest of the semester is a frantic struggle to right yourself. It's only Wednesday and I've had four bad days in a row. I missed the first class of the semester, and so academically I FEEL fucked even though I'll probably end up doing fine. On that note, I only have two more classes this week. This is what I have to do:

• write a paragraph about the gender of God


• do a set of exercises for logic


• read one chapter for logic


• start working on stuff for the Scary Class

So. Hopefully on Sunday I'll get to see the ministerpeople and tell them what all's been going on, and perhaps they'll have some insights or advice.

greyink: *love* Please write to me? I need you.

EEe! JUST when I said that, I checked my email. Again. And there was mail from Sumita. Yay!