uh oh, a rant bunny just bit me

This is a rant. It's about fannish topics, but it's not about Stargate in particular. I mention most every fandom out there, actually. There are no spoilers. It ends with me being a whiny bitch and wondering why there's no one like me, and it will probably make no sense to anyone who isn't me, but I felt the urge to write it. So I did.
( ranting about fandom )

my inner child is ten!

how old is your inner child?

This is a fun quiz. It makes me feel like going on adventures and dancing in the sprinkler and being a fireman-princess-veterinarian.

Idealism is fun.

Every once in awhile.

nobody home...

Remember that fragile connection between "the inside of Ruth Ellen's head" and "the outside world"? I think it just went away. Apparently, some friends tried to say hi to me this morning. And I didn't notice. I was just wandering around in a fog. I feel like that a lot these days, I think... I haven't lived inside my head this much since... I don't know. Since last year? Freshman year? Probably freshman year. I don't know. Anyhow, it's probably not a good thing.

*drifts away*

you can't be this odd in real life, can you?

I had a strange dream. And flamermase was there, and mazi was there, and we were talking about shows. And it turned out Mason was a Hammond/Teal'c shipper, and Erica was bitchy because Buffy had been prematurely cancelled (which it wasn't.) What the frell?

Mason, please tell me you don't ship Teal'c/Hammond. I'm worried for your sanity.

Edit: Oh yes. Forgot to mention that I dreamt Sumita and the boy broke up, the boy started dating venusinrapture and noreverchaste and I watched the sunrise and ate sandwiches. Without the bread because, to quote her, "Bread is evil."

Nope, I don't know either.