cue self-loathing

[wisdomeagle]

five. four. three. two. one.

I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH AND MY SHYNESS AND MY LAZINESS AND MY LACK OF INTERPERSONAL SKILLS AND MY LACK OF A SUMMER JOB AND MY COWARDICE AND EVERY DAMN THING ABOUT ME.

[/self-loathing]

Comments

[gwyddion.livejournal.com]

sorry to possibly be a cunt but
join the club
i recently went to london to meet about 20 of the people i know from an irc server called netgoths, i meet some very nice people including 3 or 4 i realy liked, apart from when i was around the person i was staying with for the weekend i said a grand total of about 15 words, because i was so hit scared of appearing like the tongue twisted dumb ass i genuinly am. im 24 and i have asked a grand total of about 2 people because im far too scared/shy. hence the hermit i've become, sitting at my home alone each night chatting to people on the internet who are far from me because it's the only way i can feel free enough to be who i wantr to be instead of who i am

[wistful-fever.livejournal.com]

One of those days, huh? ::hugs:: Doing it, myself.

[wisdomeagle]

::hugs hard::

One of those weeks, actually. *sigh*

[wistful-fever.livejournal.com]

I hear that. Anything I can do? I'm like *seriously* great at funny faces. Born with one, don't you know. :)

[wisdomeagle]

:p

Uh... you could stroke my ego a little; ze loves to be stroked, but I'm kinda thinking it won't help since I'm all "well, online, I'm okay and everyone loves me and I can get things done, but in RL I'm just one big black hole of suck." So yeah.

*screams in pain a little more*

[wistful-fever.livejournal.com]

Well, I know this is totally surface, but beyond liking you as an individual who I think is much more interesting than she realizes, you're very lovely, and you have a coloring I'd do G.W. Bush for. And I really don't like G.W. Bush.

[wisdomeagle]

Aww. :D *ego grows stronger*

Ya know, the image of *anyone* doing G.W. Bush is something I did *not* need. :p

[wistful-fever.livejournal.com]

But hey, now you have to pity me, because I'd be the one doing him. ::shudders::

[wisdomeagle]

*pities, trust me*

Ewwwww.

[wistful-fever.livejournal.com]

With the oldness and the sagginess and the totally against my belief system to even consider-it-ness.

Wow. I think I just found something I'm a bigot about.

I hate people that sleep with George Bush. Hee.

Anyhoo -- *pokes* -- want an icon or a drabble or something? Because I can do that.

[wisdomeagle]

I think I might *pity* people who sleep with Dubya. I don't really know all that much about Laura Bush, except I really don't want to think about her having sex.

OMG! Dubya/Laura! OTP! TheirlovemeansnooneelsehastosleepwithBush!

Um... an "I slash kiddie lit" icon would be nice. Or, barring that, a nice smutty S/D drabble. Thank you!

Have to run to class now.

::hugs::

[wistful-fever.livejournal.com]

So, maybe I should thank Barbara?

::struggles::

Thankyou Barbara, you're a more... durable woman than I. ;)

As for the other, I'll see what I can do. The "I Slash Kiddie Lit" icon, would that be just a text icon, or some fandom picture in it too?

[wisdomeagle]

:p

Barbara is Bush Sr.'s wife, right? And Laura is the unhappy Mrs. Bush Jr?

Ah, a pic would be nice. Like this adorable picture of Rat & Mole from Wind in the Willows. Or something of Tom & Huck, or Sara and Becky from A Little Priness. Or anything else you can think of. Yeah. I'm kinda perverse like that.

Thank you so much! *hugs*

[http://users.livejournal.com/if_/]

man, re, i ventured here just to give you a little sympathy and got mental images that no one except maybe ann coulter deserves. holy hell. :P

hope you're feeling better, dear. those days (or weeks, as the case may be) bite, but be consoled: at least they're not george w. bush.

[sage-theory.livejournal.com]

I know the feeling. Trust me. I'm doing it as we speak.

*hug*

It's alot easier for me to deal with your pain.

The only thing I can say is that it's okay, because it'll level out eventually.

- Meg

[wisdomeagle]

Awww.....

*big hugs*

It'll all be okay, man. All be okay. *reassures self*

Letter's all mailed, by the way. :D

[gvambat.livejournal.com]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Ari}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

It will be ok, dear. Really, it will be fine. It will be ok.

I love you so much.

[wisdomeagle]

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*tries to convince self to believe that*

I love you too. Oh so much.

[gvambat.livejournal.com]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Roommate}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

It will. It will. It will be ok. I can't say exactly how, but it will. It will.

My always.

[http://users.livejournal.com/speakwrite_/]

Aside from the summer job bit: ditto.

*superhugs*

[wisdomeagle]

*superhugs back* *shivers*