Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. I just can't take it anymore... I am so unbelievably lonely. I miss my roommate tremendously and haven't heard from her in a couple of days; I hope she finds some internet soon. And Pome* and I are trying to go back on letters, but that will take a while to get started, since it takes awhile for letters to get from one place to another. And my dad's mad at me; I'm on a totally nocturnal schedule again. And I didn't do anything useful today whatsoever and I am so sick of everything. I hate it. I hate being home for the summer and I just want to go back to school where I can do what I want and am beholden to nobody.