This is just gorgeous and sexy and everything I love about this pairing.

If she could ever stop loving him, she'd still want him, tall, dark, handsome, unchanging, impenetrable, aloof mysterious.

I think that's true. I also think she'll never be able to let go of him, no matter who else is in her life.

I thought you really caught the weirdness of being in a different body, their all consuming lust for each other and Buffy's (and probably Angel's also)desire to fuck him? her? as hard and as deep as possible because once is all she's getting.

Oh, and the blowjob thing was funny.