I've noticed that spring tends to bring a lot of weird stuff all together at once. I mean, it's spring, and everything is supposed to be renewed, but my grandfather also died around spring time a few years ago. And my other grandfather just had a heart attack earlier this month. I suppose along with the renewal you get the rebirth, if that makes any sense. I, at least, kinda believe in reincarnation, so while my grandfather died in spring, perhaps he was reborn somewhere else. And where as my other grandfather is still alive (which, in reality, he really shouldn't be considering how nasty the heart attack was), he's been given a second chance at life. And, the weirdest part? He's actually made almost a full recovery. So, yeah... maybe spring is a confusing time for everyone - including Mother Nature and God. :)

No idea if that made any sense, but I thought I would mention something. Anyway, {{{hugs}}} to you... I hope you figure things out.