requisite glee:

Well, the Sox won the first game of the World Series. I'd be a lot happier about this if:

1) I weren't so tired.
2) It still didn't seem like such a letdown from OMG ALCS!
3) My girlfriend weren't leaving tomorrow for parts unknown Ohio
4) I wasn't totally freaked out about everything I need to do for school.
5) I wasn't still caught in the Jossverse and Angel S4 (complete thoughts later, possibly) and thus not solely focused on baseball.
6) Did I mention my girlfriend is leaving tomorrow. Yeah. She is.

But yeah. We won. First World Series game we've won since the horror of '86. So glee. *glee*

this is the hardest part

we shoved the twin beds together and she had string with her and tied them together and now I must untie them or leave them and

we spent all our nights in academic with Angel DVDs and we watched all the games together and now I must go into the lounge by myself and watch game two but somehow, I can't bring myself to care

I stopped thinking about schoolwork and I stopped worrying and I could reach out and touch her and now the whole room is arranged for two people who love each other very much and not for one person all by myself

and tomorrow I need to go to class

and take a midterm

and register for classes

and wake up

if only I could stop twitching quaking crying long enough to do all that